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posted by Philip 10:47 PM

i almost died today. i'm having the WORST time of my life. I can't go there for the summer. I can't go there to live. I can't go there for a vacation... not for 2 more years. I was planning on becoming a life guard.. and EVEN THAT was taken from me. I could have drowned in a swimming pool only 9 feet deep. I was about to grab my friend's leg.. cause she said she was going to leave.. and right when i did that...i got a muscle cramp. I swear.. some life guards should NOT BE working there. They can't tell distress from a joke.. and trust me.. I was so serious.. I managed to get myself to the corner. and my Leg was being squeezed by the musCLE.. i couLDn't mOve.. the water was getting SO cold. i couldn't stop shakinG, crying... it hurt soooo much. i didn't get one for over 6 months. today was by far.... the WORST. it took me like an hour to get of the poOL... everyone tried to get me out... tried to touch my arms and pool me out... i didn't want to... i was screaming at them.. yelling at them.. i told them to use my cell and call my dad. he didn't come for like 30 min... traffic..=-=... but by the time he got there.. i was already in the shaLLow enD... i puLLed myseLF there.. ((even when ppl wanted to heLP)) i yelled at them and said "DON'T TOUCH ME!"... when my parents got there..they pulled me onto the steps..and then they pulled me out of the water.... i was SCREAMING!! literally.. SCREAMING and i was CRYING sOo much too.. and they wrapped blankets around me.. and told me to lay down.. i was punchin' ppl too!! Then one of the life guards took my leg and started stretching it out and stuff ((i know it's suppose to be good for me.. BUT IT HURT LIKE A BITCH!!)) i told him to get the fuk off me!! and my mom was about to smack me for the language.. but i couldnt heLp it... >_< other ppl from my school was there too.. they were askin' all these questions.. but i couldn't realy hear.. to busy screaming! now i can't walk... and my parents said i can't do lifeguarding anymore. now what the hell am i suppose to do for the summer time?! shiet... these days i get mad sooo easilY..

and yea... i always feel like that too.. i can't trust my friends here. they all seem so.. "fake"... =_=

anD phiLy~~ i don't think it's going to get better.. hasn't fora while.... don't see a reasOn for it to change~~

NICOLE I GOT YOUR LETTER!! THAT'S JON?! OH HELLLLLLLLL NAW! -_-;;;;; 5letters.... OOGLY! hahah... sHH.. don't tell him that~~ heheh... but my mom said you look so different.. more mature lookin'~ my dad saw that wiLd west theme onE... and he said you look like a reguLar ALABAMIAN! ^_^ hehe~~

well i'm going,... i want to sleep... bye~
posted by Anonymous 4:56 AM

Ok first off...im a loser. i have nothing better to do. and i have no life. so hey i think ill reply!! :D.

Ok i read from BOTTOM to top when answering blogs (LOL) so this is gonna be in opposite order...

hah amanda i know korea SUX MAJOR BUTT...but i know serioulsy there are parts when u are enjoying it. When im having a REALLY bad day i try thinking of the day like this: If there is some point during the day that i smile and/or laugh. Then something good DID happen that day. Cuz to smile and laugh...something good has to come of it or soemthing something. So yah...but hey stay with it~! I know u miss B-town alot but hey people here still talk to u! Dont think weve forgotten u! And when u do finally come back...we have a place here in our "group of friends" waiting 4 u. (well not really GROUP OF FRIENDS,...but u get wat i mean rite? like we have a spot here 4 u or something...ok im not at my thinking best! i juss had 3 cups of ice creme and my breast hurt! so im trying ok! WHOOPS side tracked...) so yah! Juss try to have fun.

OMG nicole blogged massively! (again im reading from BOTTOM to TOP...) I get wat u mean when u say life sux. I prolly have DIFFERENT reasons, but they are reasons non-theless. U used to say to me something like..."if its meant to be, then its meant to be" and well ever since u told me that ive been a firm beleiver of that! I think things really do juss happen by fate. but i mean..theres nothing wrong with helpin fate along rite? so yah. ::sigh:: but i still feel bad 4 u though. Like when u say u cant trust NE one. 4 a time i used to feel that way about a few people. But i guess in a way u gotta "sort out" ur friends. Kinda juss get to know them..but make sure to let them get to know u too! And uhh u so u got new friends that remind u of B-town eh? hah the most familiar thing is usually the most comforting. Cuz u know more wat to expect...maybe its not as adventurous and exciting, but at least u dont have to be TOO afraid of something ur not prepared 4 happening.

Blah these days i dont think a "normal" exists. Things are CONSTANTLY changing (which really isnt so bad) i mean the transition from junior high to highschool was amzingly painful 4 me. But it took time to adjust...but when u are adjust its like a NEW routine yanno? I still miss the "old days" (who doesnt?). But they are simply memories. So why not MAKE some memories now..so down the line u can look at them.

Hmm and things doode reminds u of me? HAH!! Ok first of all i dont care WHO this kid is i know 4 a FACT that he isnt as sexy as me. And hes not even as close as being as cool as me either :D (love the sarcasm dont u? :P).

I know life isnt fair...but thats nothing a tub of ice creme and a warm bath cant heal~! And liek i said to amanda...if/when u come back...remember there'll always be a place 4 u here in bremerton! (yah on my LAP! j/k) oh WTF? who said that? N/E WAYS! yah...Hah well yah...stay strong u two! And if u ever need a familiar voice call me up! (ahem getta calling card). Its $3.95 a minute..but i promise the first 3 minutes are free :D. LoL omg i BABBLE SO FREAKIN MUCH. Alrite lets end this quick. Love ya ladies!! Be good~! stay out of trouble~!
posted by Philip 11:11 PM

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